I guess that is always how I live my life. I am a runner. From people and places. From things I hate about myself. From the hardships of just being. I don't know why I do it. I wish that I didn't, but I do. I guess it is easier to push people out of your life so that the inevitable failure seems less harsh. If no one is around to care then you can't let anyone down right? I guess it is the reality of soon to be homelessness, or the distance of the two things I care about more than life(my kids) that has got me down. It could be the lack of income. It could be the people who I should not pay any mind to,but I still let their cruel words hurt me. Right now the thing that has really got me down is that I walked out on someone I care about deeply so that I could save them the stress and hassle of being with me. At least in my mind that is why I did it.
http://xkcd.com/61/
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