I just can't

The crushing weight of what is. The empty feeling creeping in to stay. I want so much to to go back for just a moment and hold you again. I want to change the way things are. Unrealistic and selfish desire to keep you.I have lost my voice from crying so much,but what else can I say? What else can I do? I need to let you go sew you oats. I need to try and go on with what is my reality. Truth be told it is the last thing I want to do. I just can't...http://youtu.be/_gMq3hRLDD0